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[18 Jan 2006|08:35pm] |
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well, it's been awhile. school has started up again, my classes are pretty sweet.
lately i've been so... blah. i just wish there was more time to see everyone that I want to see... i'm just soooo busy.
a few things that have brightened up my life lately:
chelsea came to visit
i got to hang out with my big and my twin
i got a single room
i started hanging out with 500005050 girls from my house, and they all are pretty chill
i've been quite productive lately
i've been taking a lot of pictures
i have fresh flowers on my desk
i got in shape over break... sort of
blood brothers and minus the bear play together on the 28th
a few sad things:
chelsea is now gone
scott is gone, he ships out to nam pretty soon
erin is gone
i have too many bills
i haven't been able to work lately
i might have to leave my single
there have been no shows lately
that's about it. sorry i'm so boring.
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[01 Dec 2005|07:34pm] |
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i'm quite disappointed, really. this has happened a few too many times.
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[25 Nov 2005|02:19pm] |
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a day late, and a buck short, story of my life....
this thanksgiving i realized that I am thankful for many many many many many things.
my REAL friends. they are fantastic, interesting, passionate, and caring. what would I do without them?
my family. as independent as i am, they are always there for me in case i fall. they are quirky and truly loving people.
my animals. they keep me sane and allow me to relax, even in the most stressful situations.
music. it allows me to drift off into my own world.
mistakes i have made. i've learned a lot about life from mistakes that I have made this year.
school. as busy as i am, it keeps my life structured. my profs this semester are sincere, interesting people.
my cousin. i know she is counted as family, but she gave me something to put my heart and soul into. she was trapped in the hurricane, and even though those weeks were hell, she made me realize how grateful i should be to have what i have.
cougar mountain cookies. they kept me going on all those late night in the library.
surfing. nothing is more fun or exciting than getting out in the water, even when it is 30 degrees and staying out there for 6 hours at a time, even when seals try to jump on your board. and if i'm thankful for surfing, that means i am also extremely thankful for wonderful folks like stacy and sean that introduced me to it and come with me and invite me whenever we go. i'm going again in less than 2 weeks! yay.
independence. i like doing things on my own and i am grateful that i have the opportunity and the drive to do things on my own.
off i go to do homework then go to work. <3 love you all.
erin marie
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[06 Nov 2005|05:48pm] |
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i had a blast at formal last night. it was amazing. all of the girls looked so beautiful.
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[03 Oct 2005|10:34am] |
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so basically... i suck at school. i suck at my friendships. i suck at doing all of the 500000 things i try to do. i need to take a break.
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[21 May 2005|07:35pm] |
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oh, and just like the playaz palace and scott, i've taken out the trash. i hope you all make the right decision and do the same.
that trash was pretty disgusting.
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[21 May 2005|07:30pm] |
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jeopardy is on. i'm the master at it. i wish they could do father daughter teams. my dad and i would kill.
summer school is pretty rockin.
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[10 May 2005|01:27pm] |
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so i've only got one final left. i'm pretty stoked that i'll have a total of three days off before summer school. yeah.
i'm so done with german it is ridiculous. and oceanography. and geology. but i'm sad about geology. that was a great class with great people in it.
i'm sad that some people in my life are leaving soon. quite sad.
for some unknown reason, i really want to hang out with ryan schuh-doh. how do i spell his last name? no clue.
i saw jessica the other night and she looked fantastic. i am so happy for her and ryan. they've been married for two years now. christine looked great too. kelli is doing fantastic- about to marry a super hot guy who she is extremely in love with and owns her own house and is the top chick at her work. wow. i feel old.
i love you all thank you for such a great and at the same time, stressful year. i learned a lot from all of you and you helped me through this year. i love you guys.
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[07 May 2005|02:23am] |
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hmm. post a memory of: chelsea
it was a long drive, well worth it. something we'll remember and talk about for the rest of our lives. there were balloon animals.. drinking... towing... the usual. although i already knew that i loved her, this made me love her even more. i realized how amazing she was. and how happy she makes me. it's ridiculous how much i miss her. honestly, if any of you want to know a fucking AMAZING person, it should be chelsea graham.
i love you chels
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[04 May 2005|09:53pm] |
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lame. lame lame lame lame lame
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[02 May 2005|09:02am] |
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i am one happy girl.
secrets secrets secrets.
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[23 Apr 2005|09:59pm] |
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so i made an incredibly long post yesterday, and my internet disconnected at the perfect time. sucky.
i'll try again.
the past two months of my life have been amazing. i don't know what it was, perhaps i was allowing people in my life to hold me back from doing what i wanted to do. Now, I am having a blast every single day.
-- nothing in the past or future ever will feel like today -- bright eyes.... great thing to live by
school has been kickin my butt, but it's almost time for summer school, which i'm actually siked about. I've got a class with chanel (awesome) and a class with some alpha phi girls (awesome too).
which brings me to my next subject. i've beens sucked in to joining alpha phi. scary, but i'm actually pretty stoked. the girls are really great and extremely friendly. thus far, i enjoy everything about that sorority. which is weird, because i thought i would be the last person on the planet to even THINK about joining.
tracy and i decided to ditch our europe trip. both by choice and by parents freaking out. instead, we're going to go on a 4 week road trip to california/vegas/mexico type thing. and surf the whole way down and while we're there. andrew is gonna tag along, as well as cory and troy. hopefully danny will catch up with us at some point. i'm pretty stoked to spend some quality time with my friends, especially tracy. she's rad.
I'm getting my settlement soon, which rocks. I'll be buyin me a new car. bmw x5. i'm stoked.
today my dad made me carry an oven up 12 stairs and install it all by myself.
drat, it's raining.
what's been on the ipod this week:
bright eyes
at the drive-in
mars volta
minus the bear
copeland
circa survive
led zeppelin
jack johnson
blood brothers
i love you all, sorry if i haven't seen you in awhile, school is crazy. but i still love you.
<3
erin
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[13 Apr 2005|09:54am] |
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I LOVE DANVY!!!
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[31 Dec 2004|11:51pm] |
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happy almost 2005. i hate livejournal.
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[17 Sep 2004|12:26pm] |
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damn photobucket. it tricked me.
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[16 Sep 2004|11:01pm] |
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today was a good day. tomorrow is the final day of the third week of school. we only have 16 in the semester. that's crazy stuff.
I wanna hit somebody with a baseball bat, break his fucking knees and take pleasure in it. and i know it's not right, would only hurt you and i.
tomorrow, i'm going up to federal way. there's a house show at my house, so i can't be here or my head might explode. lately i've been in way too much pain. everyday i have to lay down and just pray that my headache will go away. normally it doesn't, but i survive.
there are days that i never feel like i will be good enough for any guy. I've just got so much going through my head, most of which i have a difficult time expressing because i don't see the need, that guys will think i am holding back or that i am not opening up. oh well. their loss i suppose. there's a lot to me that no one knows about. maybe erin, but no one else. I've also kind of realized that guys that i have previously gone for weren't worth my time.
i think it's funny how i blab about the most random things on here. oh well. here are some pics for you all. well, just kidding. i can't get photobucket to work... so you'll all have to wait. but the pics are hott. with two t's.
i miss a lot of people. andrea, ben, scotty, tyesha, chelsea... the list goes on and on.
i am grateful for so much in my life.
ps. today erin and i went to the glass museum. and i saw HIM!@@@@EF@Q!R!! hahaha it was so funny. HIM= ben. a dude that erin and i obsessed over for like a month. i haven't seen him since may. he was so checking us out today. he couldn't stop looking. it was hilarious. oh well.
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[13 Sep 2004|11:25pm] |
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well... how ya'll doing? today sucked. but chelsea made it better in a simple 20 minutes phone call. i love her. she makes me so happy and knows how to listen soooo well. i'm glad today is over. i wrote this lj-cut before i talked to her. so you don't have to read it.. but i left it on here... i don't know why.
( Read more... )
on a much lighter note... erin and i went out to dinner last night and it was amazing. to new beginnings. <3
i love you all so much. you have no idea. thank you all for being there for me. and making me happy.
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[08 Sep 2004|12:30am] |
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for some reason, i just don't know how to get mad at people. i can't help it. i should have been angry today... but i love her too much to get angry. weird. can anyone explain to me why for the last few months i have been lacking the ability to be angry. i mean... it's a good thing... because i didn't want drama in my life... and i've got none... so it's grand... but it just creeps me out sometimes.
i really wish our washing machine was fixed. i'm running out of my favorite clothes. i could last a year on the clothes in my closet, but i want my favorites. dang i wish i could smell so i could see what is clean and what isn't... it's just all in one huge pile on my floor that i just try to ignore.
i'm really sick of rambling on.
tyesha i miss you so much. let's hangout asap. deal? deal. ILU <3
ADAM!!!!!!! I WILL SO BE AT YOUR BIRTHDAY PARTY!!!!!! sure... it will require me to fly all the way down to LA and then drive with you guys all the way up to anaheim... but for you... anything. that goes for chelsea as well. two vacations back to back is gonna rock. LA(even better- disneyland) and then the following weekend will be New Orleans.. the french part. that rips.
well i've got class tomorrow... so peace out loves
xoxo
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[07 Sep 2004|06:19pm] |
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he's an anoa. like woah.
iwishihadanormie: and now i'm probably going to watch full house
erin marie66: woah
erin marie66: what the full house. i wish i could watch it
iwishihadanormie: yeah
iwishihadanormie: we get cable in the dorm
iwishihadanormie: for no money
erin marie66: awesome
erin marie66: i wish i got cable for no money
iwishihadanormie: 78 channels
erin marie66: what the shit?
iwishihadanormie: for not even one money
oh man i miss scotty already
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[05 Sep 2004|09:50am] |
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i really want to get closer with my dad. i was thinking about it, and we have a fantastic relationship... but it's more like we're friends than related... i just really want to have a good connection with him as he gets older.
i went and saw vaux last night. those guys are such nice guys. speaking of nice guys, i think last night was awesome because i was around all of my guy friends. they just make everything better. i love them.
chanel and i are going to go down to portland to shop and see my chemical romance. it should be grand.
first, erin and i are going to make breakfast. maybe waffles, maybe french toast, who knows? i love her so much. i cannot explain it. she is such an amazing person and so insightful. she always has something great to say. it's impossible to have a pointless conversation with her. she is so great. everyday i am so grateful that she is in my life. i only wish the best for her in everything she does. sounds corny, i know, but it's all true. i hope she knows how much i treasure our friendship.
well take care everyone
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